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aloha hawaii, motherfathergod. love, gratitude mahalo.
all my thoughts about finding a job are undue stress. i HAVE a job and wil begin work soon enough. I haven’t done yoga/taichi for i think 11 days now. 2 weeks. all on a count of a bad night drinking, with an even worse hangover. i know ive said this before, but never again. i owe my body more love and care than that. what horrible disrespect to one’s self to take months of dedication and love and hard work only to destroy it for one paid for – unpleasant noght. admonishing self. and grateful to have found my path once again. i just finished my hour of yoga and taichi, and cannot wait to find new teachers.
i had many a lucid dream last night.. howards farm with frank and other wwoofers i hadn’t ever met before.. morphed into me playing a guitar with a bunch of ‘friends’ -i came up with a song and declared i would never remember it unless we wrote it down.. they helped me understand writing music -i haven’t practiced in over a decade..
there was another bit of dreaming involving much flying, and yet anotherwith car/boat chases… i need to pick up some practices when it comes to dreaming -so as to remember them and record them.
i realize my grammar and sentence structure are not perfect, but it’s been a while since i regularly have written. in time it will improve, don’t worry.
gratitude song..
-for all my teachers, lovers, and comrades
-for all my guides, truths, and experience
-for my health, talents, and healings
i give greatgreat love and gratitude
mahalo
