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So, in my attempts to maintain with pop trends, i went to 2 interviews today -trying to find money. i did much walking and kept in high spirits -despite the insecurity i had relating to my self created haircut the night before. i wasn’t sure if i had missed any large spots, or dug any large holes where hair should be.. yet i strode on. after success at a convention center (where they’ll hire you if you can lift a tray of 10 plates), i made it to the second interview -by 12:30. the email said they would interview until 3:30, alas. the lady who had shown up just before me was the last to be interviewed. smiling, i left the application and my resume anyway. i don’t expect to hear from them.
on my way to the beach, i called a friend(phillip) to see if he wanted to get some lunch. no answer. i stopped in a gas station for a 10$ pair of sunglasses, because the ones i was wearing i could sell on ebay for 80$. time is money?
on i went to the beach. i found a little shady spot on the soft grass (i didn’t feel like getting all sandy), took all but my trunks off, and lied down. 5 minutes passed and some cop like lady started harassing me for being on the grass. apparently she was worried for my safety because they ‘medicate’ the grass. agreeing with her that i didn’t want to be medicated by the grass, i jumped up, grabbed my bag and headed for the water.. now. at some point i must’ve taken my phone out of my bag (the bag i will be selling tonight -too many fucking pockets. i lost my passport in there today too..) and i’m thinking i left it on the grass. anyway, made it down to the water, took a dip, and went back to my bag looking for my phone -i was going to try phillip again. no phone. and now, 8 hours later, still no phone.
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im thinking to myself rightnow, why? as minimalized as i have become, as broke as i am, as in need of a job -and a phone to contact these peeps as i am, why would this happen? somebody needs to invent ‘tone fonts’ because rightnow im not feeling sorry for myself -at all. i think this is an interesting develpoment. why has the communication device been taken from me and given to a stranger who cannot use it?
so i went searching the internet to find an answer first, to the primary -can the gps find my phone? -apparently if i had purchased ‘mobileme’ for 40 bucks there is a ‘find my iphone’ app available. then on to check out new phones.. how much $$ i had in the bank etc. as it happens, some creditor decided to write themselves a check in my name twice in the last 2 months, giving me 2 overdraft fees. this immediately tells me to redeem my st raw man. primary focus tomorrow night.
but then i think, finish selling off all unused toys/clothes etc., decide what EXACTLY you want to do, and just go. throw yourself at the mercy of earth mother universe. i STILL think i need $$ as a backup plan.. the world is trying to convince me otherwise..
umm, i need guidance. help, please help.
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